Monday, January 2, 2012

It's Been Awhile

     It has been many months since the last post. It appears this blog will be taking on a new light as the new year approaches. So many things have changed in my life since the last post. I moved out and am trying to make it on my own. Also the was/still is confusion on what I believe in. With so many changes going on I let many things go to the wayside, this blog and my fitness taking the biggest hits. So from now on this blog will be about my journey where ever it may take me. My successes and failures in my fitness, the music I want to make, and all other manner of things that happen to us all in life.
  For now fitness is my focus, and music but that will be another post, and boy have I lost my way. I forced myself to step on to the thing most hated by 90% of females, the scale. That torture device slapped me in the face with the number 177. For my small frame 177 lb. is not a good number at all.
   What does one do when slapped in the face? You punch back with as much force as possible. The first day after I went running/walking with a friend to get back on track. Also trying to refocus on starting to do yoga again and consuming more fresh vegetables and legumes and less processed forms of nutrition.                                   The hardest part after trying to get back in the groove of things is to cut down on my alcohol consumption. My friends whiskey and beer will be less frequently seen, unfortunately. Although we used to meet about once or twice a week, it appears that that is still too often according to what my body is saying.
  It is not fun to be a chunky vegan. This will change, I will be the healthy vegan with an amazing ass and a great all around fitness level. It is not just a new years resolution but a life resolution.  I have the power to achieve all I want to in this life, and it is not fear of failure that should hold me back.